Thursday, April 30, 2009
State of Mind: Holding Pattern
The title pretty much says it all.
I’m having ups and downs right now, which is good and bad. Nice to have ups, but it makes the crashes harder to deal with when they come. I’m still easily distracted, but I feel like I’m capable of writing coherent sentences if I put my mind to it.
The extra bad TMJ and headache seem to have been a temporary glitch–thank goodness. But I’m still tired, and having trouble with motivation. My OCD is still bad, and I’ve got an unpleasantly high level of paranoia going. And evenings, unless I’m completely distracted, have been rough.
But I’m getting through the days, and sometimes I don’t mind so much being in my own skin.
April 30th, 2009 at 8:56 am
Yay for small improvements!
April 30th, 2009 at 12:39 pm
You wrote several coherent sentences there. Take the rest of the day off and read a good book.
April 30th, 2009 at 2:04 pm
As usual, I find your honesty about your mental/emotional situation to be helpful to me.
Many hugs!
April 30th, 2009 at 9:01 pm
I would rather have spent the day reading than trying to kick my MS Outlook documentation into line.
My brain hurts.
Anne, thank you. Hope you’re doing better your ownself.
May 1st, 2009 at 11:21 am
Oo, you’re dealing with MS Outlook, okay, well I know what the trigger was now. :)
May 1st, 2009 at 11:05 pm
Not just dealing with, writing all our documentation from scratch. :)
I got the basics done on the test server, but the production server has some differences–and some things I’m discovering now that I’m using it regularly.
“The GAs are outside the firewall? Oh.”
:)