{"id":10481,"date":"2013-06-14T07:12:26","date_gmt":"2013-06-14T11:12:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/?p=10481"},"modified":"2013-06-14T08:17:00","modified_gmt":"2013-06-14T12:17:00","slug":"oi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/archives\/10481","title":{"rendered":"Oi."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This week has been filled with anxiety.<\/p>\n<p>Not anxiety over something interesting. <\/p>\n<p>Not anxiety for something at work. <\/p>\n<p>Just anxiety because my brain hates me.<\/p>\n<p>Yesterday I spent the evening on curled up on the sofa with blankets over my head (but just my head, because it&#8217;s warm and humid here in Mo-town).<\/p>\n<p>Today, I feel like crap. <\/p>\n<p>My brain is in a fog and I&#8217;m filled with self-loathing, but I&#8217;m going to work, because staying home in bed feels like giving up, giving in.<\/p>\n<p>So, this is really just a note to tell you all I&#8217;m here and alive and I&#8217;m taking it one day at a time.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This week has been filled with anxiety. Not anxiety over something interesting. Not anxiety for something at work. Just anxiety because my brain hates me. Yesterday I spent the evening on curled up on the sofa with blankets over my head (but just my head, because it&#8217;s warm and humid here in Mo-town). Today, I [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[15],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-10481","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-depression"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/sefxA-oi","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10481","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10481"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10481\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10481"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10481"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10481"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}