{"id":16521,"date":"2021-01-03T09:56:12","date_gmt":"2021-01-03T14:56:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/?p=16521"},"modified":"2021-01-03T09:56:12","modified_gmt":"2021-01-03T14:56:12","slug":"the-joys-of-ocd","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/archives\/16521","title":{"rendered":"The Joys of OCD"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Here&#8217;s a fun discovery.<\/p>\n<p>Michael just recently started using our desktop computer for gaming, after his gaming laptop aged out of some of the games he likes.<\/p>\n<p>For more than a decade, I have been the primary \/ only user of the desktop, since there where I do bills, and major photo projects.<\/p>\n<p>With me so far? <\/p>\n<p>Good. Now here&#8217;s where my OCD comes in.<\/p>\n<p>On every computer I use, I set up my windows in a specific way. Firefox a specific size and placed here, Excel a specific size and placed here, explorer windows always a specific size and a specific location and cascading. If I need two windows side-by-side to move files, they are temporarily moved and then have to go back to &#8220;where they belong.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s both an ease-of-use thing (I always know where to find things when I have multiple screens) and a comfort thing (it soothes my brain to have things where I expect them to be, and if they are somewhere else, it gives me a little jolt of anxiety).<\/p>\n<p>Today I figured out that when Michael logs into his profile and resizes and moves explorer windows, it actually changes the size of those windows on my profile.<\/p>\n<p>This is distressing.<\/p>\n<p>I know it&#8217;s not his fault; neither of us knew this was a windows thing. After all, Windows often inexplicably changes and moves things around. But I just figured out this morning that what he did affected the windows on my profile.<\/p>\n<p>I told him, and we laughed about it, but still; it&#8217;s not fair that things he does in a supposedly benign environment can actually trigger anxiety for me. Why are computers like this, and more aggravatingly, why is my BRAIN like this?<\/p>\n<p>No answers, just one of those things.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Here&#8217;s a fun discovery. Michael just recently started using our desktop computer for gaming, after his gaming laptop aged out of some of the games he likes. For more than a decade, I have been the primary \/ only user of the desktop, since there where I do bills, and major photo projects. With me [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[17,15],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16521","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-computers-technology","category-depression"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pefxA-4it","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16521","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=16521"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16521\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=16521"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=16521"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=16521"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}