And I wasn’t even at work until today!<\/p>\n
I’ve taken a mini vacation from work to try and get myself together. Didn’t go anywhere, and the strenuous activities were cleaning out the fridge\/freezer\/cabinets and dropping of donations to Christian Help and getting rid of the recycling.<\/p>\n
Mostly, I read. (I’d wanted to go to the arboretum and maybe take pictures, but until late this afternoon, the weather was abysmal.)<\/p>\n
Yet I’m still tired.<\/p>\n
My goal was to see how I felt at the end of this vacation, and then decide from there if I was going to call the doctor about increasing the dosage on my anti-depressant. I think the answer I’ve gotten is that although I’m better, I’m still not what I’d consider good, so it looks like I need to make a phone call.<\/p>\n
It’s a hard decision to make, even though it shouldn’t be, because no matter what I know rationally, it still feels like a personal failure, being unable to get myself out of this on my own.<\/p>\n
It’s stupid that the brain and the gut can disagree so soundly. Especially when both are at fault in failing to properly regulate my serotonin levels. :)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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