{"id":4753,"date":"2009-04-30T08:00:14","date_gmt":"2009-04-30T12:00:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/?p=4753"},"modified":"2009-05-04T21:31:29","modified_gmt":"2009-05-05T01:31:29","slug":"state-of-mind-holding-pattern","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/archives\/4753","title":{"rendered":"State of Mind: Holding Pattern"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The title pretty much says it all. <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m having ups and downs right now, which is good and bad. Nice to have ups, but it makes the crashes harder to deal with when they come. I&#8217;m still easily distracted, but I feel like I&#8217;m capable of writing coherent sentences if I put my mind to it.<\/p>\n<p>The extra bad TMJ and headache seem to have been a temporary glitch&#8211;thank goodness. But I&#8217;m still tired, and having trouble with motivation. My OCD is still bad, and I&#8217;ve got an unpleasantly high level of paranoia going.  And evenings, unless I&#8217;m completely distracted, have been rough.<\/p>\n<p>But I&#8217;m getting through the days, and sometimes I don&#8217;t mind so much being in my own skin.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The title pretty much says it all. I&#8217;m having ups and downs right now, which is good and bad. Nice to have ups, but it makes the crashes harder to deal with when they come. I&#8217;m still easily distracted, but I feel like I&#8217;m capable of writing coherent sentences if I put my mind to [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[15],"tags":[1078],"class_list":["post-4753","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-depression","tag-depression"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pefxA-1eF","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4753","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4753"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4753\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4753"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4753"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4753"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}