Just a small update on how things are going.<\/p>\n
They’re going. <\/p>\n
I don’t feel as bad as I felt for the past couple months, but I also don’t feel over this latest bout of depression.<\/p>\n
It’s easier to laugh at things (primarily myself and my own mistakes) but I don’t really feel a lot of joy in the little things they way I used to.<\/p>\n
I’m still tired, and still pretty damned anti-social, and still don’t feel up to dealing with stressful situations or difficult people, but I am managing both. <\/p>\n
Mostly the depression is still manifesting in a lack of interest in doing anything, and a wish I could hide in the house and not have to talk to anyone for a week or two or more. Or do much of anything really. You’ll notice that it took a month but I finally made a new poll, and also changed the countdown. It’s the lack of interest in the little things that lets me know things still aren’t great. I even have a new design for my main page I want to roll out, but can’t get the gumption to finish it.<\/p>\n
But depression is like that sometimes.<\/p>\n
Just have to see where things go from here.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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