{"id":4893,"date":"2009-05-26T21:46:38","date_gmt":"2009-05-27T01:46:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/?p=4893"},"modified":"2009-05-26T21:46:38","modified_gmt":"2009-05-27T01:46:38","slug":"state-of-michelle","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/archives\/4893","title":{"rendered":"State of Michelle"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Realized I haven&#8217;t made a depression update in awhile.<\/p>\n<p>Mostly because there hasn&#8217;t been much to update. I&#8217;m in a holding pattern, and trying to decide whether I need to increase the dosage of my medicine or not.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve been extremely tired recently, but then I&#8217;ve also been extremely busy at work. The work busy is a good thing (and kinda fun I have to admit), but exhausting, so it&#8217;s hard to tell precisely where my head is right now. Unfortunately, work isn&#8217;t going to slow down much at all for awhile, so I&#8217;m going to have to take all this into consideration as I try and determine how I&#8217;m really feeling.<\/p>\n<p>Doc gave me a prescription to up my dosage if I felt I needed it, but I&#8217;m going to have a hard time separating out exhaustion from depression. Though I did get a lot of sleep this weekend (naps even!) which was very nice. Not sure what that says though.<\/p>\n<p>On the bright side, I haven&#8217;t had any really dark days. Of course, I&#8217;ve been so tired I&#8217;m not sure I would have noticed.<\/p>\n<p>So that&#8217;s where I am right now. Holding pattern. No better, but no worse either, so I can live with that.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Realized I haven&#8217;t made a depression update in awhile. Mostly because there hasn&#8217;t been much to update. I&#8217;m in a holding pattern, and trying to decide whether I need to increase the dosage of my medicine or not. I&#8217;ve been extremely tired recently, but then I&#8217;ve also been extremely busy at work. The work busy [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[15],"tags":[564],"class_list":["post-4893","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-depression","tag-damned-depression"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pefxA-1gV","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4893","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4893"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4893\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4893"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4893"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4893"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}