{"id":6078,"date":"2010-03-02T18:27:30","date_gmt":"2010-03-02T23:27:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/?p=6078"},"modified":"2010-03-02T15:02:50","modified_gmt":"2010-03-02T20:02:50","slug":"damned-depression","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/archives\/6078","title":{"rendered":"Damned Depression"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>So.<\/p>\n<p>For the third time in a year (ie 12 month period, not since Jan 1 of this year) I&#8217;ve maxed out the anti-depressant I&#8217;m on.<\/p>\n<p>Doc gave me a choice of holding where I am, switching meds, or adding a second med to the mix. <\/p>\n<p>I talked about the fact that I feel as if most of this is external (as opposed to just my brain giving me a hard time) and said I thought I&#8217;d like to hold where I am for a bit, to see if the veritable shit storms taper off.<\/p>\n<p>So that&#8217;s where I am. Still in a holding pattern. You probably noticed that from the fact I&#8217;ve hardly had the gumption to write much for about the past year, but on the bright side, I am holding on, and maintaining altitude is better than crash and burn.<\/p>\n<p>So now you know what&#8217;s up, and I appreciate your continued patience with me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So. For the third time in a year (ie 12 month period, not since Jan 1 of this year) I&#8217;ve maxed out the anti-depressant I&#8217;m on. Doc gave me a choice of holding where I am, switching meds, or adding a second med to the mix. I talked about the fact that I feel as [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[15],"tags":[564],"class_list":["post-6078","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-depression","tag-damned-depression"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pefxA-1A2","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6078","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6078"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6078\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6078"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6078"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/klishis.com\/notreally\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6078"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}